my ever exciting life.. hehe.. come join the fun.. =p

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UP!!

YEY.. i passed.. hm.. pero not so happy as i wqould have been kung.. kung hindi nangyari ang ilang mga bagay na nangyari kani-kanina lang.. hay nako.. hmm..

wala na ko maisip.. kanina madami eh tas di naman ako maka login kaya nakalimutan ko na.. haha..

basta.. dito lang.. ako.. kahit ano mangyari.. ok?

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perio sked

HINDI INURONG ANG PERIO.. CRAP!!!

so tinambakan kami ng requirements tapos tuloy pa rin yung perio.. and we just missed to days ng classes.. anong mangyayari samen nyan? bagsakan na?
hmmp!!

rarrr talga..! >_<

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amf..

yak.. sobrang daming requirements.. di ko na alam gagawin ko.. nakakaasar..!

waah.. nababaliw na talaga ako.. haha.. dami na nga problema ng pisay, nakikisabay pa ang pilipinas.. ahaha.. joke lang.. nyeh.. wahaha.. starting to feel normal again eh.. haha..

cge.. nyah.. andami ko naiisip knaina ilagay dito eh.. kaya ako nag onlyn.. tapos ngayon nkalimutan ko na.. haha..

HM.. GO ECON GROUPMATES!!! WE CAN DO THIS.. NYAHAHAHA..

wahahahaha.. go 06! go pisay.. go philippines.. haha.. =p

~ivy.hot~

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nyahaha..

kani-kanina lang, nag-aaral ako para sa math long test bukas..

nanonood ng news ang tatay ko.. at sobrang into studying naman ako nang bglang iannounce ng amf na reporter at deped na walang pasok bukas.. waah.. tambak na naman requirements.. di nga tayo nagmamadali ngayon.. eh pano sa isang araw? next week? may next month pa ba?

hay nako.. perio week na dapat.. pero ayun inannounce na ni mam yazon na baka ma move na lang.. andami pang requirements.. tapos. kung kelan malapit na kami grumaduate, tsaka pa nababawasana yung mga oras na pwede kami mag-bond together as a batch.. amf talaga.. waah..

ay may nabasa ako na nakakaiyak.. haha.. alam mo pala.. i mean..narerealize mo pala.. nagiguilty tuloy ako.. kala ko kasi la kang paki.. dense (<-- hmm elise.. joke) lang pala ako.. haha.. "ako si tanga, my ginawa ako na akala ko wala akong msasaktan.. un pala... bsta.. antanga ko.. hehe.. malabo na b pinagsasabi ko?? sori.."

haha.. ayan.. sorry.. sana bumalik na lang sa dati ang lahat.. kami.. ang pisay..ang pilipinas.. di ba? para masaya.. haha..

~ivy.hot~

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nakakatawa..

baliw ako.. hehe..

nakakatawa.. ang babaw babaw ko kasi.. ayan tuloy.. haha.. ^_^

wee... happy!!!

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happy na ulet..

hmm.. ayan.. weird.. yung pinaka ayaw kong song dati, lss ako dun ngayon.. haha..=p

tapos, yun yung nakapagpasaya saken.. weird.. haha..

masaya na ko.. siguro kasi ive learned to understand na.. the things na sobrang confusing pa before.. and ive learned to accept na rin na its not anyone's fault.. things happen.. we really can't control it.. ganun eh.. nangyari na..

hehe.. the only thing left to do is be.. happy.. agen!!! ^_^

yey.. masaya na ko.. wahaha.. happy!!

salamat sa kamikazee.. ^_^

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wag na..

naiinis na ako sa iyo
bakit mo ba ako ginaganito
ikaw ba ay naguguluhan sa 'king tunay na nararamdaman sa iyo
ano pa bang dapat na gawin pa
sa 'king pananamit at pananalita
upang iyong mapagbigyang pansin aking paghanga at pagtingin
sa iyo

wag mo na sana akong pahirapan pa
kung ayaw mo sa 'kin ay sabihin mo na
wag mo na sana akong ipaasa sa wala
oo na mahal na kung mahal kita

ano pa bang dapat na gawin ko
upang malaman mo ang nadarama ko
upang iyong mapagbigyang pansin
aking paghanga at pagtingin
sa iyo

wag mo na sana akong pahirapan pa
kung ayaw mo sa 'kin ay sabihin mo na
wag mo na sana akong ipaasa sa wala
oo na mahal na kung mahal kita

oo na mahal na kung mahal kita

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walang sense..

hika ang inabot ko
nang piliting
sumabay sa 'yo
hanggang kanto
ng isipan mong
parang sweepstakes
ang hirap manalo
ngayon
pagdating ko sa bahay
ibaba ang iyong kilay
ayoko ng ingy
huwag mo nang itanong sa akin
di ko rin naman sasabihin
huwag mo nang itanong sa akin
at di ko na iisipin
field trip
sa may pagawaan
ng lapis
ay katulad ng buhay natin
'sang mahabang pila
mabagal at
walang katuturan
ewan ko
hindi ko alam
pwede ba'ng 'wag na lang
nating pag-usapan
huwag mo nang...

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haha.. gawa ni cha..



wala lag.. appreciating cha's wonderful work.. galing ni cha.. haha..

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simpleng pangarap..

simple lang pangarap ko sa buhay..

ang makasama ka..

at mahalin ka..

habang minamahal mo rin ako..

simple nga..

imposible naman.. =(

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quote..

dati may nagmahal saken.

tapos sabi nya manhid daw ako.

dahil di ko daw napansin.

di k daw nakita.

pero kung manhid ako,

nakit kita mahal?

di mo ba napansin?

di mo ba nakita?

bakt?

manhhid ka rin ba?

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halaga.. >_<

Umiiyak ka na naman,langya talaga wala ka bang
ibang alam NAmumugtong mga mata,kailan pa ab kaya
ikaw mag sasawa..sa sa pag tiyaga mo dyan sa bf mong
tanga na wala nang ginawa kundi ang paluhain ka..

Chorus:

Sa libu libung pagkakataon na tayo\'y magksama iilang
ulit pa lang kitang nakitang masaya naiinis akong isipin
na ginaganyan ka nya siguro ay hindi nya lang alam ang
yong tunay na halaga......

BRidge:

Minsan hidi ko maintindihan,parang ang buhay natin ay
napagtitripan.medyo malabo yata ang mundo..binanbasura
ng iba ang syang pinapangarap ko..

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in a state of frustration..

haha..

gumagawa kasi ako ng econ article kanina..

tapos pumasok sa kwarto yung pamangkin ko.. eh bad trip nga ako kasi may nabasa akong hmmp! so ayun.. sabi nya: tita, what kind of fish is this? tapos ayun.. dahil sobrang salbahe akong tita.. i said "shit.. that's not a fish.. that's an elephant.. now leave me alone!!"

haha.. what a bitch.. ang sama sama ko.. ayus lang.. life treats me the same way.. >_<

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grabe.. so much for three days..

3 days akong masaya.. wahaha.. parang antagal na nun.. kasi ngayon naman sobrang lungkot.. soobra talaga.. haha.. pero ayus lang.. baka ganun talaga dapat.. haha..

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haha..

kausap ko si ***** sa ym.. la lang.. haha.. ^_^

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weird..

batch talaga namin!! tsk tsk..

dami nangyayari.. hay nako..! >_<

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ang drama ko nga..

haha.. xempre.. fine.. madrama nga yung blog ko.. eh bkt kayo nagrereklamo tapos binabasa nyo pa rin..? haha.. joke..

eh ganun eh.. sa pagdadrama nagagamit ang blog ko.. haha.. kakalungkot kasi minsan.. pero lapit na ko sumaya!! i can feel it..

wee... ^_^

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Narda..

Tila ibon kung lumipad, sumabay sa hangin akoy
Napatingin
Sa dalagang nababalot ng hiwaga.
Mapapansin kaya sa dame ng yong gingawa
Kung kaagaw ko ang lahat may pag asa bang makilala ka

Awit na nananawagan, baka sakaling napakikinggan,
Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idaraan
Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip
Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna

Ang swerte nga nman ni ding, lagi ka nyang kapiling
Kung ako sa kanya niligawan na kita
Mapapansin kaya sa dame ng yong gingawa
Kung kaagaw ko ang lahat may pag asa bang makilala ka

Awit na nananawagan,baka sakaling napakikinggan,
Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idadaan
Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip
Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna

Tumalon kaya ako sa bangin,para lang iyong sagipin
Ito ang tanging paraan para mayakap ka
Darating kayasa dame ng ginagawa
Kung kaagaw ko sila paano na kaya?

Awit na nananawagan,baka sakaling napakikinggan,
Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idadaan
Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip
Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna

Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip
Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna

-la lang.. its me agen.. and im trying really hard to get over it.. get over him someone actually.. hmmp.. kaya ko naman eh.. haha.. go go go lang!! haha..

*pag nagmahal ka daw, lahat pwede.. pero hindi eh.. dahil kahit ubusin mo pa luha mo, mangako ka pang maghihintay ka, mapapagod ka rin.. mahirap kasing ipaglaban ang sinasabi mong pagmamahal kung ikaw lang ang nakakaramdam.. >_<*

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wala lang..

hmm.. ahaha.. comsci ngayon..

bawal to.. =p

naalala ko lang yung close to you ..

pinakita nung movie yung mga possible things na mangyayari if you fall in love with a friend.. haha..

wala lang.. hurtful pala eh.. xempre ang real life hindi laging happy ending.. believe me.. i know.. =p

so dapat.. friends lang talaga.. haha.. oo..

decided to give up just now.. nakakasira kasi ng friendship eh.. mas magandang friends kayo kesa naman wala.. haha.. =p

ayun lang.. haha.. =p

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savvy

hmmp.. katangahan.. sucked big time sa chem prac.. buti na alng matino yung long tests ko.. hay..

now its pay back time.. mahirap! malungkot..

ayan.. i just realized.. never talaga ako dapat naniniwal sayo.. nothing you say, or you ever said was true enough.. well at least not true enough to make me feel they're true.. argh.. ah basta..

im beginning to be the old ivy agen.. hmm.. kala ko kaya ko na.. >_< hay nako..
from now on, i promise, never na kitang susundin.. tama na ang katangahan.. ='(

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betise...

rarr!

bkt ganun ang mga tao? pag alam nilang minamahal sila, inaabuso nila.. minsan.. parang wala silang pakialam sa mararamdaman mo kasi nga naman di mo rin sila matitiis eh.. hay nako.. tapos ikaw naman, nakakainis ka.. kasi nagpapakatanga ka.. hinahayaan mo lang sila.. kasi ganun ka magmahal.. binibigay mo lahat.. tapos wala silang pakialam kung masaktan ka nila.. basta gagawin nila yung gusto nila.. kasi iba naman mahal nila eh.. so minsan, ang mga tao, pag nagmamahal, madamot.. nagigigng self-centered.. iniisip lang nila kung san sila masaya.. tapos ikaw, dahil nga tanga ka, hinahayaan mo lang.. tapos masasaktan ka.. tapos ganun lang.. paulit ulit.. masasaktan ka ng masasaktan.. dahil lang nagmamahal ka ng totoo.. at dahil tanga ka, tutulungan mo pa.. para masaya siya. hay nako.. tapos di mo rin naman aaminin sa kanya di ba? kasi basta.. ewan mo kung bakit.. basta ayaw mo lang.. baka takot ka.. na pag nalaman nya.. malalalaman mo rin na wala ka talagang halaga.. hay nako..


tama na nga.. wala na tong sense..

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Arena

(known to self and others)

accepting, cheerful, friendly, giving, loving, spontaneous

Blind Spot

(known only to others)

adaptable, calm, caring, complex, confident, dependable, energetic, extroverted, happy, helpful, intelligent, kind, mature, modest, patient, quiet, responsive, searching, self-conscious, sensible, shy, silly, trustworthy, warm

Façade

(known only to self)

Unknown

(known to nobody)

able, bold, brave, clever, dignified, idealistic, independent, ingenious, introverted, knowledgeable, logical, nervous, observant, organised, powerful, proud, reflective, relaxed, religious, self-assertive, sentimental, sympathetic, tense, wise, witty

Dominant Traits

75% of people agree that ako_si_ivy is cheerful
75% of people agree that ako_si_ivy is friendly

All Percentages

able (0%) accepting (8%) adaptable (8%) bold (0%) brave (0%) calm (8%) caring (25%) cheerful (75%) clever (0%) complex (8%) confident (8%) dependable (8%) dignified (0%) energetic (16%) extroverted (8%) friendly (75%) giving (16%) happy (33%) helpful (16%) idealistic (0%) independent (0%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (8%) introverted (0%) kind (33%) knowledgeable (0%) logical (0%) loving (33%) mature (8%) modest (8%) nervous (0%) observant (0%) organised (0%) patient (8%) powerful (0%) proud (0%) quiet (8%) reflective (0%) relaxed (0%) religious (0%) responsive (16%) searching (8%) self-assertive (0%) self-conscious (8%) sensible (8%) sentimental (0%) shy (8%) silly (25%) spontaneous (25%) sympathetic (0%) tense (0%) trustworthy (16%) warm (8%) wise (0%) witty (0%)

Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 20.2.2006, using data from 12 respondents.
You can make your own Johari Window, or view ako_si_ivy's full data.

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happy.. shalala.. haha.. korni..

la lang..

been happy this past few days..

ano kaya mangyayari pag pay back time?

cguro mamamatay na ko.. haha.. (ganun ba ako kasaya?)

lalala.. wala akong sense.. walang maka relate.. siguro close friends.. haha..

wee..

"being with you is like seeing the world in a grain of sand.. it's like finding heaven in a wild flower.. it is holding infinity in the palm of my hands.. and eternity for an hour.." ^_^

baby? =p haha..

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post

Nitong umaga lang,
Pagka lambing-lambing
Ng iyong mga matang
Hayup kung tumingin.


Nitong umaga lang,
Pagka galing-galing
Ng iyong sumpang
walang aawat sa atin.
O kay bilis namang
Maglaho ng
Pag-ibig mo sinta,
Daig mo pa ang isang kisapmata.
Kanina'y narlang o ba't
Bigla namang nawala.
Daig mo pa ang isang kisapmata.
Kani-kanina lang,
Pagka ganda-ganda
Ng pagkasabi mong
Sana'y tayo na nga.
Kani-kanina lang,
Pagka saya-saya
Ng buhay kong
Bigla na lamang nagiba.

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prom..

haha.. mejo boring yung prom.. haha.. wala lang.. mas masaya yung last year.. pero mas astig yung ngayon.. marami nga lang nadisappoint dun sa last dance thing.. haha.. tapos ang haba nung mga program chuva nila.. naubos yung time.. tas nung time na for dancing, nawala yung mga tao kasi nagpapicture na sila.. haay.. tapos late kami dumating.. mga 8 na ata.. tapos si gem llanes na nominate na prom queen.. ahahaha.. ang kyuut!!! funny..

ayon.. tapos overnight kila meeko.. picture taking dito.. haha.. andito pa rin ako.. two straight nights.. ahaha.. weekend vacation sa bahay ni meeko.. masaya.. hmm.. may mga korni na persons.. di nagdance.. oh well.. naenjoy naman namin.. andun si sir tabin with mam tarun.. haha.. wala lang.. tapos apat kamig nakapink sa table.. c aya nakablack and silver.. so xa yung naiba kaya xa yung bride tapos kami yung bride's maids.. haha.. kyut namen noh? ala lang..

hay andito pa rin ako kila meeko.. ayoko na umuwi.. haha.. joke.. dami requirements.. lapit na graduation.. kakalungkot.. yaw ko pa umalis na pisay.. :( haha.. emote emote.. oh well.. inaantok na ko.. nya nya.. lalala.. nyt nyt!!! ü

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realization..

haha.. narealize ko lang..

talgang kailangan araw araw akong magblog..

haha..

i found the perfect prom dress na nga pala, astig kasi sobrang simple nya..

hayy.. you know this day is so.. argh.. basta.. cant explain it eh..
so wasted.. haha

di ako sanay.. di kami maxado nag usap.. hmm.. parang.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah... ewan.. weird.. anlungkot.. >_<

haaaaaaaaiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nako... kakaewan naman.. cge.. im not making any sense na..bye..

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antanga tanga nya..

haha.. nakakatawa..

quotable quote ni jam: "antanga tanga niya talaga.. andito naman ako, bakit naghahanap pa siya ng iba?" haha..

nakaktawa yun.. natawa kmai.. or mukang natawa ako.. ginaya ko pa nga eh.. kakabasa ko alng ng testi ng isang tao.. haha.. bakit ko pa ba binasa???? nakakaasar..!

dapat hindi na lang.. ayan nadepress tuloy ako.. haaaay..

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being with you is like seeing the world in a grain of sand and heaven in a flower..it's like holdig infinity in my hands and eternity for an hour.. ^_^

hay.. sunday na nga eh.. pero soobrang kakauwi ko lang pero gusto ko na pumasok ulet.. waah.. kaso long test sa econ bukas.. nakakatakot.. ahm..

pano kung umaasa si "ako" kay "someone" at si "someone" ay umaasa sa kanya at si "kanya" ay umaasa naman kay "siya" at "siya" ay umaasa kay "ako"?
huh? ang gulo nila noh? haha.. ^_^

hindi.. hindi masaya..

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star gazing..

wahaha.. kakapuyat yung star gazing.. natulog tuloy ako for 24 hours.. haha.. pag uwi ko, bihis tapos tulog.. gumising for 5 minutes to eat dinner ng mga 8 pm tapos nagising ako, 9 am na today.. haha..

well, the star gazing's worth the puyat naman eh.. hope the 09's enjoyed.. hehe.. though camille ditched us, ayus lang.. haha.. well.. madaming lectures, mejo nabore sila.. pero ok na rin.. masaya makipagbond sa assigned sections.. opal samen ni leo eh, with gizelle (tama ba spelling?) and carmina..

ayun.. masya yung treasure hunt.. though 4th lang kami.. huhu.. kakatuwa ang opal.. gentlemen yung ibang boys.. haha.. pinauna nila kami sa line for food.. "kind people" daw kasi sila eh.. tapos si alyzia tulog ng tulog.. si kevion ginugulo habang natutulog.,. c micah ayaw matulog.. c jio di makatulog.. c felize walang pakialam,biglang nakatulog.. haha.. tapos yung ibang boys nila hyper.. sayaw ng sayaw sa line para di makatulog.. haha.. ^_^

tapos yung ibang jade people samin ni leo nagpapaalam..haha.. ayun.. haha.. wla na kong masabi.. kelangan ko na tong iend.. nanana.. at may napansin kami,.. crush ni ano si ano.. haha.. score.. yihee.. =p

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mahal kita pero di mo lang alam..

Mahal kita pero di mo lang alam
Hindi mo alam kasi hindi mo naman ako tinitignan
Ayaw mo naman itanong sakin kasi baka nga naman hindi naman ikaw
At hindi ko rin naman sayo sasabihin kasi ayoko pa sa ngayon na manligaw

Mahal kita pero hindi nga lang halata
Hindi halata kasi wala naman akong ginagawa
Hindi ako kumikibo hindi ako nagsasalita wala

Pero hindi ako torpe
Hindi ko lang talaga masabi sayo ng harapan
Mahal kita pero dehins mo pa rin ramdam
Hindi mo ko titignan di rin kita titgnan
Lagi mo lang akong pakikiramdaman lagi rin kitang pakikiramdaman
At araw araw tayong magdededmahan
Hanggang sa tayo ay magkabistuhan

Pero ngayong malapit nang matapos ang kanta ko
Nais kong magkaalaman na
Nais kong ako na rin ang magsabi sayo ng harapan
Kasi alam kong doon din naman ang tuloy nyan
At dalawa din lang naman ang posibleng sagot dyan oo o hindi

Kaya eto na sasabihin ko na para matapos na
At hindi na magka–tsismisan pa
Sasabihin ko na para wala nang problema
At para hindi na rin kayong lahat nabibitin pa

Mahal kita pero di mo lang alam......

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ayan.. tapos yung meaning naman saken ng song..
actually, alam mo naman.. xempre kw pa.. and di mo ko dinededma.. try mo lang.. well, di mo nga tinatanong.. inaasume mo lang.. haha.. joke.. xempre di ko sasabihin.. di rin naman ako manliligaw noh.. the nerve.. hehe.. joke.. ^_^

tapsos di naman sa di mo alam kc inaassume mo nga at ramdam mo rin naman though kunyari hindi..haha.. kaya nagbubulag bulagan na lang tayong dalawa sa mga nangyayari saten.. wala na.. hanggang ganito na lang tayo.. nagsasayang ng panahon.. kahit malapit na ang graduation.. haaaayyyyyyyy.. >_< bye na nga lang.. wala na rin eh.. malapit n valentines.. xempre.. ano kayang gagawin mo for her? ano kayang itatanong mo saken? ano kayang magandang isuggest na gawin mo for her para matuwa siya at matuwa ka? matutuwa rin kaya ako? hindi siguro.. pero baka oo.. bahala na..

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lalalalala.. emote.. emote.. emote..

people fall in love not knowing why nor how.. they say it's a special feeling that doesn't require much answers.. you just love no matter how stupid you become..

but have you ever thought about understanding love? Sometimes it is just so CONFUSING! hmm.. actually i don't even know if it is love im feeling.. i bet not..

when we love, we always promise not to let it die. But love is a painful risk to take.. only love makes us cry.. and only love knows why.. it may dazzle us with its beauty yet it can also tear us apart.. so why still love anyway?

A labyrinth of human emotions, it is something that the brain finds hard to comprehend. They say there's always someone out there for each and everyone of us. I do believe in this, or so I think.. yet sometimes i doubt it. A lot of things are running inside my mind right now. im CONFUSED. VERY CONFUSED.

if you are for him, is he for you? if he is for you, are you for him? How would you know if you already meet that destined someone? will there be sparks like magic from a wand? When you meet him, will he be able to understand?

Can ou possibly fall for someone you haven't met yet? Can you really love unconditionally?

Is it possible to fall for someone so opposite of what you like..?

am i really confused or im just afraid to take a look at the depths of this confusing emotions? yes, i think im just afraid..

'cause no one can understand these feelings.. that just now i've learned to understand..

no one can feel the pain that im feeling..

no one can sense the sadness in my eyes..

no one can cure this illness.. that someone has left inside my heart..

i think this is madness..

this is craziness..

insanity..

confusion..

derangement..

-applicable na naman.. forever..

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lalalalala.. emote.. emote.. emote..

people fall in love not knowing why nor how.. they say it's a special feeling that doesn't require much answers.. you just love no matter how stupid you become..

but have you ever thought about understanding love? Sometimes it is just so CONFUSING! hmm.. actually i don't even know if it is love im feeling.. i bet not..

when we love, we always promise not to let it die. But love is a painful risk to take.. only love makes us cry.. and only love knows why.. it may dazzle us with its beauty yet it can also tear us apart.. so why still love anyway?

A labyrinth of human emotions, it is something that the brain finds hard to comprehend. They say there's always someone out there for each and everyone of us. I do believe in this, or so I think.. yet sometimes i doubt it. A lot of things are running inside my mind right now. im CONFUSED. VERY CONFUSED.

if you are for him, is he for you? if he is for you, are you for him? How would you know if you already meet that destined someone? will there be sparks like magic from a wand? When you meet him, will he be able to understand?

Can ou possibly fall for someone you haven't met yet? Can you really love unconditionally?

I don't think i can possibly fall or start to fall for someone committed.. or so opposite of what i like.. yet i cannot understand what i feel.. or am i just afraid to take a look at the depths of this confusing emotions? yes, i think im just afraid..

'cause no one can understand these feelings.. that just now i've learned to understand..

no one can feel the pain that im feeling..

no one can sense the sadness in my eyes..

no one can cure this illness.. that someone has left inside my heart..

i think this is madness..

this is craziness..

insanity..

confusion..

derangement..

haaiii..

applicable na naman..

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hmmp..!!!

hay nako..

wala lang..

narealize ko lang..

almost lahat ng nangyayari sa buhay ko, lagi akong may nahahanap na song.. ang cool noh?? hehe..

sabi ng mga tao, free lyrics page daw ang blog ko dahil puro lyrics lang naman ng kanta ang laman nito.. wala naman daw talagang posts..

eh sa totoo lang.. mas magegets mo ang mga nangyayari saken kung babasahin mo yung mga kantang pinopost ko..


dahil ganun ako eh.. dinadaan ko ang iba't ibang bagay sa mga kakaibang paraan.. haha..

pag naiinis ako ng sobra, di ako nagagalit.. umiiyak na lang ako.. haha.. tapos pag sad ako, tumatawa naman ako para kunyari masaya ako.. haha talaga.. hmmp..

ai tama na nga pag eemote.. eww.. nag emote ako.. hahaha.. ang korni..! =p

actually, kaya ako nag eemote kasi di ko maintindihan sarili ko.. di ko nga alam if im still making any sense eh..eh wala na talaga akong maintindihan.. khit sarili ko hindi ko gets.. andami kong hindi gets.. siya.. yung isa pang siya.. tapos yung isa pa.. haii.. silang lahat.. nakakalungkot..

nakakaasar talaga.. wala talaga akong sense.. hmmp..

ni hindi ko malagyan ng matinong title tong post na to.. at di kor in talaga maisip kung ilalagay ko yung mga nangyayari.. baka may masabi akong hindi dapat..

haha.. oh well.. lagi naman akong ganito.. haaaaaaaay..

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! bakit kasi kailangang mangyari ng mga bagay na nakakasakit, nakakalito, nakakabaliw..? hmmp! ano nang gagawin ko?

walang may alam..

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friend of mine....

I’ve known you for so long
You are a friend of mine
But is this all we’d ever be?
I’ve loved you ever since
You are a friend of mine
And babe is this all we ever could be?

Refrain:
You tell me things I’ve never known
I shown you love you’ve never shown
But then again, when you cry
I’m always at your side
You tell me ’bout the love you’ve had
I listen very eagerly
But deep inside you’ll never see
This feeling of emptiness
It makes me feel sad
But then again I’m glad

I’ve known you all my life
You are a friend of mine
I know this is how it’s gonna be
I’ve loved you then and I love you still
You’re a friend of mine
Now, I know friends are all we ever could be

You tell me things I’ve never known
I shown you love you’ve never shown
But then again, when you cry
I’m always at your side
You tell me ’bout the love you’ve had
I listen very eagerly
But deep inside you’ll never see
This feeling of emptiness
It makes me feel sad
But then again
Then again
Then again I’m glad

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Where are you..?

I know you’re out there baby…
somewhere

There’s someone out there for me
I know she’s waiting so patiently
Can you tell me her name?
This life long search is gon’ drive me insane

How does she laugh?
How does she cry?
What’s the color of her eyes?
Does she even realize im here?
Where is she?

Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she?
Who is she?
Whos gonna complete my world?

Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is the beautiful girl?
Who is she?
Who is she?
Whos gonna complete my world?

I’m stain’ out at the sky,
Prayin that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams? Ya ya
I’ll wait forever how serious it seems

How does he laugh?
How does he cry?
Whats the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize im here?
Where is he?

Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he?
Who is he?
Whos gonna take me so high?
Where is he?
Where is he?
Where’s this beautiful guy?
Who is he?
Who is he?
Who is gonna take me so high?

Theres someone out there for me
(theres someone out there for me)
I know shes waiting so patiently
(so patiently)
Can you tell me her name?
(can you tell me his name?)
This life long search is gon’ drive me insane

How does he laugh?
How does he cry?
Whats the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize im here?

Where is she?

Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she?
Who is she?
Whos gonna complete my life?

Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he?
Who is he?
Who gonna take me so high?

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wee.. sa bahay ni elise..

sa bahay ni elise..

nag sleepover kami..

tapos nanakaw wallet ko khapon..

la akomoney..

at may star gazing pa..

huhuhu..

wawa naman ako..

hehe..

o well.. la naman ako masulat..

cge.. nanananana..

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pare ko.. hmmp!

Pare ko meron akong prublema
Wag mong sabihing na naman
In lab ako sa isang kolehiyala
Hindo ko maintindihan
Wag na nating idaan sa moboteng usapan
Lalo lang madaragdagan ang sakit ng ulo at bilbil sa tiyan
Anong sarap
Kami'y naging magkaibigan
Napuno ako ng pag-asa
Yun pala haggang dun lang ang kaya
Akala ko ay pwede pa
(refrain)
Masakit mang isipin kailangang tanggapin
Kung kelan ka naging siryoso tsaka ka niya gagaguhin
(chorus)
O, diyos ko ano ba naman ito
Di ba
Tangina nagmukha akong tanga
Pinaasa niya lang ako
Lecheng pag-ibig to-o-o-oh
O diyos ko ano ba naman ito
Sabi niya ayaw niya munang magkasiyota
Dehins ako naniwala
Di nagtagal naging ganun na rin ang tema
Kulang na lang ay sagot niya
Bat ba ang labo niya
Di ko mapinta
Hanggang kelan maghihintay ako ay nabuburat na
Pero minamahal ko siya-a-ha
Di biro
T.L. ako sa kanya
Alam kong nababaduyan ka na sa mga sinasabi ko
Pero sana naman ay maintindihan mo
O pare ko meron ka bang maipapayo
Kung wala ay okey lang
Kailangan lang ay ang iyong pakikiramay
Andito ka ay ayos na

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waah..

emote..

emote..

emote..

rarr..

rarr..

rarr..

nakakaasar..

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hearts..

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try

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physics!!!!!!!!!!

rarrr.. sobrang asar na asar talga ako..

isipin nyo.. yung ibang groups, 600 lang or less yung ginastos fro physics tapos kami 2000+ tapos wala pa kaming printed pictures by now???????? tapos wala ring essay about it!!! nakakainis talaga..!!!

nakakainis talaga!!! rarrrr!!!!

as in so0o0o0oo0o0brang naiiyak na ko dahil sa sobrang inis..

pano na yung grade namin???

kasi in the first place, di naman yun magiging ganun kung if she/he listened to me eh..

waaaaaaaah.. i really can't see what she's/he's trying to do.. i mean ano bang meron dun?
waterfalls.. may tubig na nalalaglag.. tapos? ano bang kakaiba dun?di nya ba naisip na sana bumili na lang kami ng postcard kung yun din alng yung kailangan naming ipass? haaaaaaaay.. di ba? all im trying to say is mali talaga yung concept na pinagpilitan nya..

yes.. pinagpilitan nya.. she/he didn't even try to listen.. and know im bound to fail..

hmmmmmmmmmmp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!