hay

wag mo na to basahin...

hmmp..! i hate you.. ay hinde.. i hate myself pala..

hmm.. i just hate myself..

kc i kip on wonderin why i love you kahit na noon pa alam ko na... haha..

hay..

nakakasawa..

important?

hindi ako importante sayo...

hirap...

ayaw mong masaktan ang iba..

kaya pinili mong ikaw na lang...

ang hirap pala..

kaya ngayon..

iiwas ka na..

buhol buhol ang buhay

hmmmmm...

hirap...

ang gulo..

buhol buhol...

ang labo..

ng mundo..

alam nyo ba..?

la lang..

bigla ko namiss si peter.. haaaaaay...

simpleng pangarap

simple lang pangarap ko sa buhay...

at yun ay maging masaya..

at mahalin ka............

habang minamahal mo rin ako..

simple nga...

imposible naman... ='c

Ang Pag-ibig Kong Ito

Umiiyak ang aking pusong nagdurusa
Ngunit ayo'kong, may makakita...
Kahit anong sakit ang aking naranasan
Yan ay ayo'kong,
Kanyang malaman...
Mga araw na nagdaan
Kailan ma'y hindi malilimutan
Kay tamis na araw ng pagmamahalan
Ang akala ko'y walang hangganan...

Ang pagibig kong ito
Luha ang tanging nakamit buhat sa'yo
Kaya't sa Maykapal twina'y dalangin ko
Sana'y....

Umiiyak ang aking pusong nagdurusa
Ngunit ayo'kong, may makakita...
Kahit anong sakit ang aking naranasan
Yan ay ayo'kong,
Kanyang malaman...
Mga araw na nagdaan
Kailan ma'y hindi malilimutan
Kay tamis na araw ng pagmamahalan
Ang akala ko'y walang hangganan...

Ang pagibig kong ito
Luha ang tanging nakamit buhat sa'yo
Kaya't sa Maykapal twina'y dalangin ko
Sana'y....Kapalaran ko ay magbago
Mga araw na nagdaan
Kailan ma'y hindi malilimutan
Kay tamis na araw ng pagmamahalan
Ang akala ko'y walang hangganan...

Ang pagibig kong ito
Luha ang tanging nakamit buhat sa'yo
Kaya't sa Maykapal twina'y dalangin ko
Sana'y....
Kapalaran ko ay magbago

All the Love in the World

I'm not looking for someone to talk to
I've got my friend,
I'm more than O.K.
I've got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams
but it's not all they say

Still I believe
I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...
Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

I've often wondered if love's an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I can't criticize it
I have no hestitaion
My imagination just stole me away

Still I believe
I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...
Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

Love's for a lifetime not for a moment
So how could I throw it away
Yeah I'm only human
And nights grow colde
rWith no-one to love me that way
Yeah I need someone who really sees me...
And i won't wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
You'll reach for me and I'll know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world
Don't wanna wake up alone anymore...

-para sayo sana eh, kaso gusto mo ba..?

Game of love

Tell me
Just what you want me to be
One kiss
And boom you’re the only one for me
So please tell me
Why don’t you come around no more?
Cause right now
I’m crying outside the door of your candy store

It just takes a little bit of this,
a little bit of that
It started with a kiss
Now we’re up to bat
A little bit of laughs,
a little bit of pain
I’m telling you my babeI
t’s all in the game of ...

Love is
Whatever you make it to be
Sunshine
Instead of this cold lonely sea
So pleased baby
Try and use me for what I’m good for
It ain’t saying goodbye
It’s knocking down the door of your candy store

It just takes a little bit of this,
a little bit of thatIt started with a kiss
Now we’re up to bat
A little bit of laughs,
a little bit of pain
I’m telling you my babe
It’s all in the game of loveI
t’s all in the game of love

You roll me
Control me
Console me
Please hold me
You guide me
Divide me
Into me

(wanna make you mine)
So please tell me
Why don’t you come around no more?
Cause right now
I’m dying outside the door of your loving store

It just takes a little bit of this,
a little bit of that
It started with a kiss
Now we’re up to bat
A little bit of laughs,
a little bit of pain
I’m telling you my babe
It’s all in the game of love
It’s all in the game of love
It’s all in the game of love
Let’s play the game of love
Roll me
Control me
Console me
Please hold me
In this game of love
I’m out here on my own

-funny, how it seems... haha...

scared...

hey, someone told me you're scared...
scared coz im acting this way..
you said that you'd prefer to have me fight or argue with you
than to see me act like this...
pretending to be fine...
but..
well.. honestly.. I AM FINE..!
there's no reason for you to worry...

even just for a short time that we got to be friends...
i feel so blessed having you in this chapter of my life...
and even though i like him so much...
and having him would make me happy...
but the thought of you being happy
would make me happier...

I LOVE YOU ATE!!!

-wag mo ko isipin... im fine...! believe it or not!ü

i wanna be with you...

I try but I can't seem to get myself to think of
Anything but you
Your breath on my face,
your warm gentle kiss
I taste the truth
I taste the truth
You know what I came here for
So I won't ask for more

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one who's in your arms,
who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else
I want more than to feel this way

I wanna be with you
So I'll hold you tonight like
I would if you were mine
To hold forever more
And I'll savor each touch that I wanted so much
To feel before
To feel before
How beautiful it is
Just to be like this

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one who's in your arms,
who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you (I wanna be with you)
I wanna be with you
Oh, baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore
It drives me crazy when I try to
So call my name, take my hand
Can you make my wish, baby, your command
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else
I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you (I wanna be with you)
I wanna be with youI wanna be with you, yeah
(I wanna be with you)
I wanna be, I wanna be with you
I wanna be, I wanna be, I wanna be
I wanna be with you
I wanna be baby, I wanna be with you
I wanna be, I wanna be, I wanna be (I wanna be with you)
I wanna be baby, I wanna be with you
I wanna be, I wanna be, I wanna be
I wanna be with youI wanna be with you
I wanna be (I wanna be with you)
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you

-ay grabe, hindi halatang i wanna be with you.. joke.. ahm, haaaaay... kung alam mo lang..
nilulubos ko na... pagkatapos ng isang special day, na hinihintay ng halos lahat ngayon... kailangang kalimutan na kita... =c

sulat

sa kanyang mga mata
di mo makita na mahal ka nya
dahil sa pagkakamaling nagawa
noong kayoy magkaskwela pa
sabi nya kaw lang ang mahal
seryoso sya sa pangako sinta
ikaw lang ang hinihintay maghapon
hangganguwian na

[Chorus:]patawarin mo ako
mapaglarong isipan
mapapatawad mo ba ako
o sadyang makakalimutan
ang mga sulat ko sayo

may kanta ka pa para sa kanya
yun palay kanta mo rin yun sa iba
nalaman mong di lang pala ikaw
ang pina ibig nya

[Chorus:]patawarin mo ako
mapaglarong isipan
mapapatawad mo ba ako
o sadyang makakalimutan
ang mga sulat ko sayo

lead[Chorus:]patawarin mo ako
mapaglarong isipan
mapapatawad mo ba ako
o sadyang makakalimutan
ang mga sulat ko sayo

out of my league...

It's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away a
nd the feeling that i'm falling further in love makes me shiver,
but in a good way
All the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
as she purses her lips
bats her eyes
and she plays with me sitting there,
slack-jawed and nothing to say
[Chorus:]Cos i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
Cos she's all that i see a
nd she's all that i need and i'm out of my league once again I

t's a masterful melody
when she calls out my name to me
as the world spins around her she laughs,
rolls her eyes and i feel like i'm falling but it's not surprise

[Chorus]

Cos it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land
yes she's all that i see
and she's all that i need and i'm out of my league
once again.......

-para sayo sana eh... haaaaaaaay...

tanga..

tic tac tic tac.. tunog ng orasan..naiinis ka, alas kwatro pa lang ng umaga at nakikinig ka ng mga senti songs sa discman ng kaklase mong inaway ko naman.. ano ba? sawa ka na noh? pero, may magagawa ka ba? naisipmo xa, nainis ka.. long test sa math mamaya at walng pumasok sa urtak mo kahit nag-aral ka..

hindi ka ba naiinis sa sarili mo? tanga ka kasi... sa maling tao mo na naman binigay, ay hindi, kasi pag binigay, tatanggapin.. kaya, sa maling tao mo na naman iniabot yang puso mo.. sa isang taong bibitawan din lang..

ang kanta: "kahit kailan" dedicated sa kaibigan mo... by who? xempre xa... mahal nya yun eh.. ang malas mo lang kc tanga ka... di mo alam ang ibig sabihin ng BRIDGE LANG... tulay! kaibigan ka lang, daan! ano ba? tanga!

pag naiisip mo yon, naiiyak ka.. pero nagkukunwari kang masaya para makarelate sa paborito mong kanta:
"i try to smile so the hurt won't show"...
o nao? masaya ka na? grabe...

kahit naman anong gawin mo, kahit malungkot ka, magpakasenti ka, o magpakamatay ka ap... wala namang magbabagoeh......... hindi ka nya mahal! HINDI KA NIYA MAHAL...... at ikaw, mahal mo ba xa? hindi mo ALAM... parang siya rin, hindi nya alam na mahalaga siya sayo, higit pa sa kaibigan...

tulad na a;lng kahapon, may nangyari sa kanya.. nag react ka naman? tanga! eh kahit nga ata sinalo mo po yung tumama sa kanya para ikaw yung tamaan at hinid xa, ang iisipin pa rin nya... "concerned kaya yung isa?"

haaaaay.. at kahit gano ka pa kagaling umarte....... umarte na wala lang, na joke time lang ang lahat, deep inside alam mong may nararamdaman kang kakaiba para sa kanay... kahapon, concerned ka... pero may paki ba siya, eh parang mas gusto nya pa ngang mamaaty na para after 1 week, masundo na nya yung mahal nya......... gusto mogn itanong kung ok siya... gusto mong i-check yung tama nya.. kaso wag na lang... iba naman kais ang gusto nyang gumawa nun eh...

pauwi na xa.. nag joek pa " wala bang ****?" joke! pinaalala lang nya yung aksidenteng lalong naglapit sa inyong dalawa.. birthday mo pa yun.. ano siya regalo? pwede ba isauli? ang hirap kaisng dalhin eh.......... ng nararamdaman mo para sa kanya.......

haaaaaay.. pero EWAN, MAHALAGA xa... mahal mo ba? oo... ewan nga ang sagot! kc tanga ka, isang matalinong tanga na laging puso ang ginagamit imbis na utak!

alas kwatro imedya na... nagsayang ka ng tinta ng bolpen na hiniram mo lang sa kaklase mo... masakit kamay mo... mas malala..... pula na mata mo, basa pa unan mo! TANGA KA TALAGA!

grow old with you...

I wanna make you smile
whenever you're sad
Carry you around
when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine
when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you...

-yeah! ganda.. lalalalala.. grow old with you............................ü

I'll Never Get Over You Getting Over Me..

I hear you're taking the town again
havin' a good time
with all your good time friends
i don't think that you think of me
you're on your own now,
and i'm alone and free
i know that i should get on with my life
but a life lived without you could never be right

as long as the stars shine down from the heavens
long as the rivers run to the sea
i'll never get over you gettin' over me

i try to smile so the hurt won't show
tell everybody i was glad to see you go
but the tears just won't go away
loneliness found me,
looks like it's here to stay
i know that i oughta find someone new
but all i find is myself always thinkin' of you

as long as the stars shine down from the heavens
long as the rivers run to the sea
i'll never get over you gettin' over me

oh, no matter what i do
spending a lifetime to live through
i can't go on like this
i need your touch
you're the only one i've ever loved
and as long as the stars shine down from the heavens
long as the rivers run to the sea

i'll never get over you gettin' over me
i'll never get over you gettin' over
i'll never get over you gettin' over me

--dunno kung para kanino.. maybe for peter.. haaaaaaaaay.....

Bulag

sa mata mo
perpekto siya
mabait kahit malupit
maamo pero mabangis
matalino kahit hindi
tama pero mali
mataas pero walang abot
mapagbigay kahit madamot
palakaibigan pero masungit
at gwapo pero pangit
ang ugali..

hoy babae, gumising ka!
wag kang magpabulag
sa pag-ibig mo sa kanya!

--ako na gumawa ng tula na ito para sa Filipino ang siya mismong kumain sa mga salita ko..
ako tong nabulag at nagpakatanga.. hehe.. pero ngayon mulat at gising na!

hmm.. para sayo ulit...

Silvertoes

Wag ka nang mag-alala
hinding hindi ako in love sa yo
bakit ba pakiramdam mo pa yata
lahat kami ay naaakit mo
miss miss pakitigil lang please
ang iyong pagpapantasya
hindi ka na nakakatuwa
papagulpi na kita sa gwardyang may batutahaya ya ya...

Hindi ko talaga ma-gets
kung bakit ka ganyan
ang feeling moy sabik sa iyo
ang lahat ng kalalakihan
sorry pagpasensyahan mo na
mali talaga ang iyong inaakala
lahat kami ay nandidiri sa iyo
ikaskas mo na sana ang mukha mo sa simento

*Di kami na tu-turn-on
sa kutis mong kulay champurado
di kami naaakit
sa labi mong garamucho**

oh please naman pakitanggap mo na
lang ang katotohanan na ganyan ka pinanganak
wag ka nang magpapanggap
na ikaw ay isang dalagang ubod nang ganda
kahit na alam naman natin na ang karakas mo
ay ubod nang sama
siguro nga naman ay may mga mas pangit pa sa yo
pero at least hindi sila nagpapacute katulad mo
nakakabadtrip ka nakakairita twing kitay nakikita
di ko alam bat ang laki ng ulo mo
magingat ingat ka baka ikaw ay sagasaan ko

-- para sa isang babae yan.. dedicated to Ursula!!! hehe..
tsaka sa isa pang tao.. hmmp.. na napaka-feeling..

basahin mo! sulat nya saken.. at sayo din!

Busy ka? Naku mukha nga... Tagal na nating dinagkikita ah... Tagal mo na akong di dinadalaw...Alam mo miss na kita... O, sino yang nagtext saiyo?... Buti pa sa kanya nakapagreply ka agad... Napansin ko na ang dami mong ginagawa talaga... Ang dami mo ring things-to-do diyan sa planner mo ah! Mapangarap ka talaganoh?... Ang dami mong plano... Nakakatuwa naman namalaman yan. Kasama ba ako sa plano mo? Ano? Naku di ka agad makasagot... Sige okay langalam ko naman kung ano talaga sagot mo... Nakita kita nung Friday, aga natapos ng klase mo. Alam mo ba, ang akala ko pupuntahan mo ako. Ooppss!Hindi pala! Gigimik pala kayo ng mga friends mo.Late ka ng nakauwi ah? Naghintay ako sa'yo. Pagpasok mo sa kuwarto mo, di mo ako napansin...Haaay! Kawawa ka naman... Siguradong kinabukasan masakit ang ulo mo at tanghali ka nagigising... Ang dami mong lakad, naghihintay ako na tayo naman ang maging magkasama kaya lang sa dami ng schedules mo para sa acads at sa labas ng school parang malabo talaga... O sige na, balik ka na sa pagaaral mo. May ginagawa ka pa yatang research at magche-check ka pa ng iba mong mails. I might be eating too much of your time. Maging dahilan pa ako para masira ang plano mo sa araw na ito... Gusto ko lang sabihin sa'yo na nandito lang ako kapag kailangan mo ako... Pag hindi ka na busy. Totoo yon! Walang biro! Ayaw mong maniwala? Ganon kita kamahal kasi! Ayaw mo pa ring maniwala? Remember this, kahit singit lang ako lagi sa buhay mo, kahit biglaan mo lang na natatawag ako dahil nagulat ka, nasaktan ka, nauntog ka o dahil part ang pangalan ko nung binabasa mo sa text, YOU will be in my heart always... Trials after trials isipin mo kasama mo ako na lumalakad, hindi man sa buhangin, kasama mo pa rin ako... Sa lahat plano mo, kahit hindi mo ako kasama I would like you to know that I am the one perfecting it... Para mas maging masaya ka... Minsan tayo naman ang mag-usap ha? Minsan ako naman ang dalawin mo... Miss natalaga kita eh... Sa akin hindi ka singit lang..."

-JESUS

P.S.
"Paki post uli ha para naman malaman ng iba
kung gaano ako nanabik sa kanila... pero hindi kita pinipilit...

at tsaka gusto ko lang sabihin sayo naMAHAL NA MAHAL KITA!!!"

You’ve Made Me Stronger

Is it hard to believe I’m okay
After all, it’s been awhile
Since you walked away
I’m way past crying
Over you finding someone else
You turned my days into nights
But now I see the light
And this maybe a big surprise to you

But you’ve made me stronger
By breaking my heartYou ended my life
And made a better one start
You taught me everything
From falling in love
To letting go of a lie
Yes, you’ve made me stronger
Baby, by saying goodbye

If you try to believe I’m not over you
Go ahead
There’s nothing wrong with making believeI know
Cuz I used to pretend you’d come back to me
But time has been such a friend
Brought me to my senses again
And I have you to thanked
For setting me free
Cuz you’ve made me stronger
By breaking my heart
You ended my life
And made a better one start
You taught me everything
From falling in love
To letting go of a lie
Yes, you’ve made me stronger
Baby, by saying goodbye

Think again
Don’t feel so sorry for me, my friend
Oh, don’t you knowI’m not the one at the losing end

Cuz you’ve made me stronger
By breaking my heart
You ended my life
And madea better one start
You taught me everything
From falling in love
To letting go of a lie
Yes, you’ve made me stronger
Baby, by saying goodbye
You ended my life
And made a better one start
You taught me everything
From falling in love
To letting go of a lie
Yes, you’ve made me stronger
Baby, by saying goodbye, goodbye
You’ve made me stronger
Baby, by saying goodbye

--hehe.. thanks peter for saying goodbye.. kahit ano pa mangyari , di kita makakalimutan..

your eyes are my windows to heaven
your smile heals a million souls
you're the one who completes my existence
you're the other half that makes me whole..!ü

salamat sa lahat.. nyar.. sorry na rin..

Closer you and I

CLOSER YOU AND I

Hey there's a look
in your eyes
Must be love at first sight
You were just part of a dream
Nothing more so it seemed
But my love couldn't
wait much longer
Just can't forget
the picture of your smile
coz everytime I close my eyes
You come alive
CHORUS
The closer I get to touching you
The closer I get to loving you
Give it a time
Just a little more time
We'll be together
Every little smile
That special smile
The twinkle in your eye
In a little while
Give it a time
Just a little more time
So we can get closer
You and I
Then could I love you more
So much stronger than before
Why does it seem like a dream
So much more so it seems
I guess I found my inspiration
with just one smile
you take my breath away
So hold me close
and say you'll stay
with me now

-lalalalalalala.. para sayo..

214.. ganda..

Am I real?
Do the words I speak before you make feel
That the love I've got for you will see no ending?
Well if you look into my eyes then you should know
That you have nothing here to doubt nothing to fear
And you can lay your questions down '
cause if you'll hold mewe can fade into the night and you'll know

CHORUS:
The world would die and everything may lie
Still you shan't cry
'Cause time may pass
But longer than it'll last
I'll be by your side

Take my hand
And gently close your eyes so you could understand
That there's no greater love tonight than what I've for you
Well if you feel the same way for me then let go
We can journey to a garden no one knows
Life is short my darling tell me that you love me
So we can fade into the night and you'll know

The world could die and everything may lie
But you won't cry 'cause time may pass
And everything won't last but I'll be by your side
Forever by your side so you won't cry

-para sayo..

waaah..

hmm.. submission ng 2nd deliverables ngayon for comsci..

wala pa si matet..

kaya wala akong masimulan..

wala akong floor plan..'

dahil dapat ka-groupko siya..

naiinis ako sa sarili ko..

dahil wala akong magawa..

raaarrr..